May 7, 2012 on Didache - "I pray that you say yes."
Meanwhile, my loved ones tell me to accept the new role. Hesitations come in because of the emotional attachment I have with my work and my SFA-mates.
After some fervent prayers, I have accepted to take on the new role. And I know it is what God has wanted me to do. There was even an affirmation from Him which I read from didache, "I pray that you say yes." It's very appropriate with the decision I have to make. The Lord really speaks to us.
Anyhow, come the talk with the boss. I wasn't emotional at first but towards the end, I just can hold anymore. Tears welled up though I tried to hold it like crazy. I just felt that change is really difficult. I just felt thankful to my boss for being unselfish in letting me go and grow like a parent does to his child.
When I came out from my boss' office, tears were so evident that Roni and Jla noticed instantly. They comforted me yet it made my crying worse. Ha-ha
Our boss talked to everyone else in the department about the movement. It touched me a lot that he said , "Our Jang will transfer to another department...though it hurts but it's for her development." They're quiet. Later, it touched me even more when Jla cried.
Roni, when I asked him to plug my charger, he said..."Anything ma'am, just don't leaver us." Ha-ha Kristina sent an Adele song "Someone like you". Yes, it's hard to leave these cool and loving people.
At the end of the day, I feel at peace. Difficult but at peace. God has helped me decide. He will guide me also as I take on new challenges.
