Laden because of the trivial fight with him last night, the shaky relationship, the uncertainty and doubt. It's really torturing me. I love him, yes. But sometimes, he goes off to show that he is smart, master of 'overthinking' and that's the start of the disagreement. But this morning he jokingly said he is resigning and he has a cancer. I don't know how to react with his super big news. How could you enjoy the travel with these thoughts in mind? But he later on took it back and said "Joke lang'. Grrrr. Ok, joke lang pala. Sayang ang luha at pawis ko. Hehe We are ok once again.
So back with this Bangkok trip. So I am going today but never told my parents about it until this morning. Call me OA but I want to hug my father for shocking him with this announcement. I feel so sorry for being too scatterbrained and having this devil-may-care attitude. He said few words "Nananghid ka sa Mama nimo?" and left. Upon hearing this, my tears were unstoppable. I will call him later on and APOLOGIZE. Btw, my mom just texted me saying there's nothing she can do to stop me. Bring home na lang na singsing! Hahah Love you Mang.
I wish I could enjoy Bangkok with these apprehensions and thoughts plus kulang ang baon kung pera. hehe
Bangkok, here i come!
