will it do wonder?

"i want to slim down!!!" this has been my loud cry since time immemorial. i used to be so thin because i was so sickly. however, starting age 10, my body had recuperated and started to accumulate fats. haha my boyfriend is also making lambing to me by calling me "tabaching". I'm not hurt or offended but i want to make a change - for myself. adding to the pressure is the GLAM party that is drawing near - as in so near! OMG. what to do? so with this predicament at hand, a solution (not instant though) has come my way. GENERAL MOTORS:WEIGHT LOSS DIET PROGRAM! Yah, it's like other programs we see over the net. But hey, my kumare has tried it. she lost 3 kilograms in just a week (which if completely followed, you'll lose approximately 7 kilograms).

So here's what should i do to achieve a sexier me:

During the first seven days you must abstain from all alcohol
You must drink 10 glasses of water each day.

Day One All fruits except bananas. Your first day will consist of all the fruits you want. It is strongly suggested that you consume lots of melons the first day. Especially watermelon and a loupe. If you limit your fruit consumption to melons, your chances of losing three lbs. on first day are very good.

Day Two All vegetables. You are encouraged to eat until you are stuffed with all the raw or cooked vegetables of your choice. There is no limit on the amount or type. For your complex carbohydrate, you will start day two with a large baked potato for breakfast. You may top the potato with one pat of butter.

Day Three A mixture of fruits and vegetables of your choice. Any amount, any quantity. No bananas yet. No potatoes today.

Day Four Bananas and milk. Today you will eat as many as eight bananas and drink three glasses of milk. This will be combined with the special soup which may be eaten in limited quantities.

Day Five Today is feast day. You will eat beef and tomatoes. Eat two 10 oz. portions of lean beef. Hamburger is OK. Combine this with six whole tomatoes. On day five you must increase your water intake by one quart. This is to cleanse your system of the uric acid you will be producing.

Day Six Beef and vegetables. Today you may eat an unlimited amount of beef and vegetables. Eat to your hearts content.

Day Seven Today your food intake will consist of brown rice, fruit juices and all the vegetables you care to consume.

KAKAYANIN KO BA? Let's see. After all, it is a matter of discipline and hardwork.

the bests about morning saunters

i have never taken seriously invites for a very long walk. not until two weeks ago. i have reconsidered the thought of walking. i winked at the pitfalls of exposing myself under the scorching heat of the mighty sun that would later drain all the strength in me and worst, emphasize my 'morena' color (and make me appear super itim!). ugh. i set aside the negative thought on walking and embraced the blessings that come with it.

1.) you get to bond with your friends in a very peculiar way! it was a bliss walking along with people you're close to - sharing thoughts both on serious and nonsensical matters.

there's sheng (who made gaya my pose, hehe), me and pinky posing along with the pineapples!

and in another walk, pinky, jowel and me along with the rising sun.

2.) it's also a bond with mother nature. it made me appreciate more the beauty our nature has exhibited. the pine trees, the lush of green, the perfect blue sky, the orange and yellow flowers - all of them seemed to have welcomed us walking (with our sweat on!). truly, this was an experience of nature's goodness!

the green pine trees in perfect harmony with the blue sky

still the blue sky with the gentle tree decorated with orange flowers

3.) what could be more rewarding is - tadaaah - the FOOD! gastronomic satisfaction, whatever it is, we gobbled up a lot of FOOD.

while we were walking, i thought of eating a classic spaghetti from the club. it, really, is my favorite! and i did order a plate. yummiest!

exercise plus nutritious fruits equal healthy body (never mind the carb in my pasta!, ha-ha)

and it's me! exhausted, yes, but it was all worth it. i'm loving this new experience. and i would certainly do it again. ciao!

love on the telephone

i am writing this just because i am in love. i am by far amazed by how much our love has gone through despite the time, circumstance and of course - the DISTANCE! we survive with our constant COMMUNICATION, frequent visits and our sweet nothings!

i just got so kilig with his call a while ago. we just talked about nonsensical things to current events for like 25 minutes. and POOF! he said I LOVE YOU. who won't get so kilig over that popular 3-word line?

I LOVE YOU TOO BABY LOVE! aaaw.

shopaholic has her MINI

i am a sucker of Shopaholic series by Sophie Kinsella. The series gives you a full dose of excitement and laughter. I always have a blast when reading it. Plus, in a very minor way, I could relate with Ms. Becky Bloomwood nee Brandon. I just finished reading Shopaholic Ties the Knot and I'm on to read the Shopaholic and Sister (by the way, I'm done with the last book before these two, haha). I was browsing the National Bookstore yesterday at Robinson's while my eyes caught this - MINI SHOPAHOLIC! I was really ecstatic with Dorz whom I share the same level of ecstasy. Like we won the lotto. We are a fan and a follower of Rebecca-slash-Becky.

So what is this book about? “Becky Brandon (nee Bloomwood) thought motherhood would be a breeze – but it’s trickier than she thought. Two-year-old Minnie is a little tearaway who has created havoc everywhere from Harrods to Harvey Nicks to her own christening. She hires taxis at random, her favourite word is ‘Mine’, and she already has a penchant for Balenciaga bags. Becky is at her wits’ end.

On top of this, she and Luke are still living with her Mum and Dad, there’s a big financial crisis so everyone’s having to Cut Back – including all her personal shopping clients – and her husband Luke is feeling low after the death of his beloved stepmother. To cheer Luke up, Becky decides to throw him a surprise birthday party – on a budget – and that’s when things become really complicated. As Becky tries to keep the arrangements secret, misunderstandings and excuses sprout everywhere, and soon she’s told so many fibs she can’t keep track of them. Will Becky pull off the surprise? Will Minnie give everything away? Will Minnie’s godparents ever stop arguing? Who will end up on the naughty step and who will get a gold star? And what will happen when Becky discovers Luke is keeping a big secret too?

Wow, I can't wait to get my own copy. It's a must-read. Girlfriends and fellow shopaholics, this one's gonna cheer us up!

we love to indulge.

me and dearie get to see at most 4 times in a month (if luck is on our side). but recently, it's slimmed to twice a month since he's working his ass off on Saturdays. but if we get to squeeze in our date on our busy schedules, it is really a bliss to see the love of your life - after the seemed-to-be-forever days. pardon me with my cheesiness. he-he

so what do we do best when we are together? i tell you what - SPLURGE ON FOOD. yup, we certainly love to pig out. i wouldn't care less about the calories and the fats getting into my system.

so when i chanced to go to Davao for the Kadayawan festivities, i believe almost every hour, our tummies are stuffed.

let's start off with - - -tadaaaah!

1.) McDonald's at SM

After Irving made sundo me at the Department Store, we headed straight off to McDO for our lunch.

2.) Ice Giants at Damosa

My father asked me to inquire something from Microtel at Damosa and we saw this awesome Ice Giants. Perfect magpalamig. Mango-Strawberry and pepperoni pizza, the best merienda.

3.) Durian at Anda

Savored over a yummy puyat (and arancillo the next day) durian plus coke!

4.) Brunch at Merco - Ilustre

Burger Steak meal plus ice cream. Btw, the steak meal is not that yummy. sorry, but it really is. we did not enjoy it.

5.) Mandarin Tea Garden - Bolton

Just because we were not satisfied with our lunch at Merco, we were up to grab some delectable siomai (Pork siomai and Sharks Fin) and tropical fruit salad.

6.)Lots of Fruits - mangosteen and lanzones

Bountiful harvest of Davao. Fruits at its cheapest! We love it!

Most importantly, delectable foods have become yummier because it is shared with your love one. Much love!

i scream ice cream!

I doubt whether the world holds for any one a more soul-stirring surprise than the first adventure with ice-cream. (Heywood Broun)

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Hey there! Who wants an ice cream? Funny how I'm craving for a handful of ice cream right now since it's a bit cold outside. Anyhow, i want ice creamoooo! Just any flavor.

Buh-bye. I'd go and check the store. Wish they have Selecta Gold- Yum! Btw, before i leave, i want to share this.

Life is like an ice-cream cone, you have to lick it one day at a time. (C. Schulz)

See, there's a lesson in every craving! ha-ha

a major way to bounce back

lately, i've been bombarded with so much negative thoughts. though i hate to admit it, these really are pulling me down. my thoughts often wander that my friends caught me looking at things without really looking at them. i sometimes fake a smile or fake a laugh. i don't know if they notice the big hurt coiling inside my heart. i should redeem myself. i need to bounce back. i need bangs! ha-ha seriously guys, no indignant or fuming feelings.

just these. just my BANGS.

and here's a better and hotter? look...

change is not harmful. it did me great. right? ha-ha next time, i'm gonna try the bolder bangs, tapered swoop bangs. beat me! *wink*

exploring isla jardin del mar.

i thank the company huge for 'obliging' us on a team building. ha-ha seriously, this session has brought our team on a more meaningful experience together. knowing each one more on a level beyond the boring office works and numbers.so we take off our work shoes and change it to flip flops and tadaaah, let's go beaching, guys and gals!

let me take you to gumasa, sarangani where fine beaches of the Philippines are found. we check in at Isla Jardin del Mar owned by the Tan's in Gensan.

"Wonderful!" This i utter softly upon i laid my eyes on the magnificent view. like i am browsing through travel magazines featuring fine beaches. our timing is indeed perfect since the orange sun is about to set and is like spreading its orange effect across the seas. the hues of orange, yellow, blue and gray are ethereal. so i really take time to capture this very mesmerizing panorama. and mind you, i decided to take advantage of the inspiration at that time - that i have the photographer in me. i claim it! ha-ha

and so this magnificent view deserves a, uhm well, a M.O.D.E.L.! ooops, sorry for the i-just-got-off-from-the-office outfit. i haven't taken it off at that time. ha-ha btw, i'm a self-acclaimed model. please take me as your model guys, i'm begging. LOL.

the beach is also equipped with these cool vehicles and don't ask me what are they called. i really don't know. i just ride them for the sake of picture taking. so with these thingies, you can tour around the place but of course, for a fee. and take note, it's mahal. for me who is so kuripot, i'd rather walk and tire my feet that shed some bucks for these. ha ha

so this is our cottage which is very pinoy in style - the typical bahay kubo. it has two rooms, two double deck beds, two ceiling fans, one bathroom, towels, soap and a T.U.K.O. i can still recall the giddy feeling everytime it shouts tuko! tuko! all of us hurriedly cover ourselves with blankets so it won't get into our own skin. that would be a total yikes. yikes.

and a closer look at our cottage plus the shade-y me na bagong gising. it feels good to wake up welcome by the the still blue waters match with a sunny weather and blue skies.

flip flops ready for the long beach walk with friends - on the fine, white sand.

meet dallen, lanie - my beach buddies slash kumares.

we had so much fun together. saya! so i have a very great time with the beach and friends. i just love it that i really take time to immortalize everything. guh-reyt!

affirmations.

With the onset of my depression (very short time, thank goodness), i got this from The Daily Love by Mastin Kipp. I just find it so fitting to what I am feeling right now. I got it when I need it the most.

I let go and let LOVE run my life! When I don't know what to do, I wait for an answer. I trust my Heart above all else! I can become ANYTHING I choose to be! I am free to be, just me!

for the love of the cause.

it scared all the "daylights" out of me and made me froze for an hour. yes, i was literally shaking at that time. June 17, 2010 marked the beginning of my advocacy (yay, this sounds so 'mabigat'). Dole, in coordination with Philippine National Red Cross and ALNP, held a mass bloodletting. there were 170 blood donors and that includes me. You have to believe, i made it!

Around 11 in the morning, together with the Pinky, we stormed off to the Big Con at the Pavilion. I really cannot hide the fright on my pretty face and well, i was too excited to get everything done and donate. Pinky had been keeping me strong and relentlessly commenting that i was overreacting. So that moment on, I contained everything to myself. No traces of fright or excitement. Upon arriving at the Big Con, everything that I was containing seemed to well up again. Oh no!

The whole process began with taking the weight, blood pressure, pulse rate and blood typing. Wait, that blood typing sucks. It was painful and i was close to screaming. Sir Mike Du even said "Jan, buti sana nandito si Irving, para moral support no?" Aaaw, amusement was really visible the moment I heard that. Like all of a sudden, I felt so strong, just the sound of his name. ha-ha

So I was interviewed by the doctor asking important questions - if i caught a fever the past week, if i took a medicine the past 24 hours - blah blah. Few moments from that, the doctor said I am qualified to donate. I.CAN.DONATE. Yeah, these words - made me happy even more! Wohoo. Let's get it on!

Dread. The sight of needles. Omigod. Some other friends who just donated were bullying me. "Agay, sakit kaau ang tusok sa dagom..." or a meaner remark "Shit, naputol ang dagom!" How supported can they get, huh?! Well, I'm certain about this thing. No turning back! So I hurried to my bed (folding bed covered with bloody red cloth!) Wait, can I suggest?! Would it be alright if the cloth on beds should be something like cartoon characters, or nature or anything not red? Red dreads people you know , even aggravates the uneasiness. Brilliant idea right. They should consider it, for Pete's sake. ha-ha

So going back, I am ready on this bed but shaking. Please make it fast. I plead hard. Tick.Tock. Here comes the attendant with his kit - the cotton, betadine, plaster and the BLOOD BAG with the syringe all beautifully placed in a small blue basket. I shouldn't mind the blue basket. Ha-ha So here it is. He wipes the betadine on my left arm. Then. Then. There. He puts in the syringe. Aaaah. Wait, it is tolerable and i am overreacting here. They give me a yellow stress ball to keep the blood dripping. By the way, Pinky is beside me that time - her blood is dripping too - to the blood bag! After seemed-forever minutes, the attendant check my blood bag. I wasn't halfway through so he advised me to pump the stress ball more. Mas na-stress ata ako kasi patapos na si Pinky. Geez, talk about pressure. After freaking out and an odd 15 minutes later, the bag is full. Thanks God! I survived. They let me lie down for a while. The feeling is superb, guys. It is such a fulfillment. And a relief!

This is the arroz caldo they gave us after the blood donation. Sarap.

And this is me beaming with pride after hurdling the stress of donating blood. Yey, I pull it through. All it cost is a little love. See you on the next blood letting!

let's get physical.

for my TO DO list for year 2010, i have included "to lose weight". it's actually in my list every year. ha! how pathetic can i get. still i'm not seriously into doing exercise. but this time, together with my friends, we enrolled in a various HIGH IMPACT EXERCISE. so we do belly dancing, hiphop, latin, aerobics, pilates and YOGA. yesterday was our first day to do yoga. and my first time to do it. i thought before it's a boring exercise. but it's not. enjoy pala - you get to stretch your arms, legs, strain, strain and no pain. i'm loving the sweat. and oh, i love my fabulous purple mat. yey.

i hope i'll sustain the drive to be fit and slim down. *fingers crossed*

she gets herself a baby.

i so envy this girl. she just got what she wanted. she's happy with her baby and undoubtedly a very proud parent. well, i like her baby's color - my favorite. hope i could get a feel of her baby soonest. right ate she?! he he

*drum roll* presenting the proud parent and her baby - MOSS!

let's drive around gensan soon, ok? hehe you'll be the driver and i will be your pretty passenger.*wink*

journals of the past: graduation

i was browsing through my stack of old files in my room. there i got receipts, flyers and old papers way back in college. they are really garbage but i got this treasure. no, it's not something of material value. but my journal in college. it was actually a project in one of our subjects. sentimental and nostalgic mode.

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March 20, 2002 - Notre Dame of Polomolok was filled decorations. Decorations were wonderful and colorful which rightly matched the emotions of the people present especially to the graduates and the parents. This was the Graduation 2002. Whew. I can still remember this momentous event of my life.

just few years ago, GRADUATION is yet beyond my reach. but i was able to ponder that you can't achieve it unless you exert an effort and grasp the opportunities that come on your way. indeed, finding your way towards your goal is not that easy. As Einstein says, "invention is 99% perspiration and 1% inspiration." compared to our own daily lives, success is unattainable without hardwork and perseverance.

graduation indicates victory, a significant achievement in our academic life. indeed, it's a time to thank God who makes things possible for me. it signifies the faith i have in God. it's a time where sharing of the blessing He has bestowed upon me - wisdom. fortitude and understanding. these are the things that helped me gain this glorious moment. a moment i wore toga and cap, marched down the aisle and received my diploma.

graduation marked the apex of my High School life. the sweats i poured down upon the nooks of the classroom had finally borne fruits. all the joys, sorrows and shortcomings. moreover, this served as one of my goals. i am ready to move, to step forward, to push, to reach, to take, to spread, to lift, to learn, to submit, to sacrifice, to offer, to share, to serve and to love.

with my success, i won't forget the people behind it. my parents, teachers, administrators, advisers, friends. without their love, i am nothing. moreover, a heart-breaking sojourn has been on my way and learned to stand firmly as what they have taught and marked us as Gospel-centered and service-oriented individuals. they molded me in so many faces of courage, hope and love.

while graduation signifies an end, it also unfolds a new beginning. years of painstaking labors in pursuit of High School diploma was over. But for me, it serves a s a preparation to face a more demanding world of tremendous challenges - College education.

for my nanay and tatay

may 22, 2010 - it's a sunny day. the sunshine was never scorching. perfect to play around the vast fields. breeze moved around as it touched the green leaves. aaaw. it's like this in JAVIER'S FARMVILLE. we were all gathered again to celebrate: nanay's 73rd birthday and tatay's 2nd death anniversary. we love you dearly nanay and tatay. our parents and us, your grandchildren could never become what we are today if not for your hardwork and love.

this video is for you. and we hope it goes all the way to heaven.




To Tatay who is up there, thank you for watching over us. we miss you so much!
To Nanay, thank you for being strong for us. we know you've gone through and is going through so many battles and we admire you for being a stronghold.


PS: video created by Abigail and Audrey Javier

what a sight to behold

may 16, 2010 , 7:07 pm - irving called me telling me to see the moon. it's kakaiba daw where a star is just above it. i rushed outside excited to see the sight. but i was disappointed not seeing the moon. it's not visible here. my disappointment came to a rise when he continued boasting about it. so i asked him to take a photo of it but said he can't (technology there is not available, hehe). good thing i browsed my twitter and tweeps share some photos on this lovely sight.

"Venus usually symbolizes love and an alignment with the moon usually means, long awaited contentment :) ♥ "

thank you dear for sharing this with me.

britney: i know how to play poker.

irving has influenced me and my family to play poker. i have been hearing about poker, my friends got so addicted to it but it didn't interest me at all. Not until he actually brought a poker set one time he came to our house. then all of a sudden everyone seemed got too engrossed to the addicting game. even my little cousin, Britney, who was having her vacation at our house. it was fun. it was her who is always makulit during poker sessions.

now i want to share the different faces my cousin shows during poker sessions:

1.) nagpapacute: ibig sabihin, manghihingi ng chips kasi ubos na ang sa kanya. haha dude, you can't resist her especially when she's flaunting her dimples.

2.) life and death situation: kapag talo na at hindi na umu-obra charms niya. mag-ingat kasi nangangagat. parang lagare pa naman ang ngipin nito. joke. uhm, nagwawala lang pala.

3.) i-am-in-control mode: ayan, may pangiti-ngiti pa. hwag kalilimutan ang ultimate weapon sa poker, ang shades! haha pokerface kuno.

Bluff na! Laro tayo ulit Brit.

PS: Britney has gone home to Kidapawan. Her mom is coming from Taiwan. I just miss her so madly and i guess writing blog would "minimize" the homesickness feeling. aaaw.

my silver bash

April 28, 2010 - I say it is the most memorable birthday of my life. For the plain reason that I have SOMEONE to share it with. Yikes, cheesy. I thank the Lord for blessing me him and the relationship (awwww!). Plus my awesome friends way back in college, office and community. I feel so loved and blessed

My friends from the ALNP community really surprised me big time with these flowers. For all I knew, the meet-up for that day was for our sister Jeanne who is leaving Dole. I never knew. I was actually the one who bought the flowers for her. I never really expected that they will have a late birthday bash for me. I was so caught unprepared and all I could muster was "Thank you guys!". Very intelligent speech right?! ha ha

Pacman-cake. Our chekahan and kumustahan was fueled by this uber delicious cake. Sheng and Tayong dominated the "session" since they are more makulit than me and Irving.

Irving got me this cake. Yey. Thank you so much. Chocolate mousse I love! The cake ice cream from Goldilocks. It was even made more yummy because it's shared with truly wonderful people.

Attending the simple dinner at our house were Sheng, Tayong and Irving dear. We shared on the barbeque, grilled bangus, buko salad ans spaghetti. They are my happy pills both in office and my personal life. I love you all to bits!

"God, today, I thank everyone who has played any role in helping me in my life till today."

ang kaguluhan sa mezzanine

LOCATION: Mezzanine Building, Dole Cannery

DATE: March 30, 2010

EVENT: Release of B-O-N-U-S

I have been long waiting for this day because I am broke since I went to Bangkok. I just can't imagine how I survived the 5 weeks with almost nothing in my purse. I say thank you to my ever present credit card in this time of distress. Nyay. By the way, the atmosphere in the office today is extra-ordinary and colorful. All are excited to get the PAYSLIP and the CASH. Yey.

The ADMIN ASSISTANTS in queue and excited to claim the payslips. Observers around are equally happy too including me.

Happiness. Now what? Hmmm, how much do i owe for credit card, insurance, to my officemate one and officemate two - for the fab earrings. And to my mom? How much? Ha ha

Thank you Lord for this financial blessing! Time for shopping spree. Ooops

the movie buff in me

uhm, few years back, i could watch two to three movies on an average. but recently, the movie buff in me is slowly dying. gaaaah. revive. revive. revive. i still watch movies though but not as often as before and not as madami as before. and when i was browsing through our PC files the other day, i found movies waiting patiently for me. ha!

1. A Perfect Getaway
2. The Taking of Pelham
3. Just that not into you
4. Beverly Hills Chihuahua
5. The Step father
6. Surrogates
7. Sleepless in Seattle
8. Autumn in New York
9. Smokin Aces...
10. Hannah Montana

Yeah, i know. Sobrang tagal na nitong iba kaya lang highly recommended eh. Kaya panonoorin ko. Which to watch first? Hahay. Hwag sanang tamarin. *fingers crossed*

morning babbles

i should be preparing for my Bangkok trip later this afternoon together with my buddies Dallen, Sheng and Riza and some other friends. But I am having a heavy heart right now. So many things happened the past few days that made it difficult for me to leave. I have been crying all night and my eyes are really puffy now. I am U-G-L-Y. Aaargh.

Laden because of the trivial fight with him last night, the shaky relationship, the uncertainty and doubt. It's really torturing me. I love him, yes. But sometimes, he goes off to show that he is smart, master of 'overthinking' and that's the start of the disagreement. But this morning he jokingly said he is resigning and he has a cancer. I don't know how to react with his super big news. How could you enjoy the travel with these thoughts in mind? But he later on took it back and said "Joke lang'. Grrrr. Ok, joke lang pala. Sayang ang luha at pawis ko. Hehe We are ok once again.

So back with this Bangkok trip. So I am going today but never told my parents about it until this morning. Call me OA but I want to hug my father for shocking him with this announcement. I feel so sorry for being too scatterbrained and having this devil-may-care attitude. He said few words "Nananghid ka sa Mama nimo?" and left. Upon hearing this, my tears were unstoppable. I will call him later on and APOLOGIZE. Btw, my mom just texted me saying there's nothing she can do to stop me. Bring home na lang na singsing! Hahah Love you Mang.

I wish I could enjoy Bangkok with these apprehensions and thoughts plus kulang ang baon kung pera. hehe
Bangkok, here i come!

morning babbles

i should be preparing for my Bangkok trip later this afternoon together with my buddies Dallen, Sheng and Riza and some other friends. But I am having a heavy heart right now. So many things happened the past few days that made it difficult for me to leave. I have been crying all night and my eyes are really puffy now. I am U-G-L-Y. Aaargh.

Laden because of the trivial fight with him last night, the shaky relationship, the uncertainty and doubt. It's really torturing me. I love him, yes. But sometimes, he goes off to show that he is smart, master of 'overthinking' and that's the start of the disagreement. But this morning he jokingly said he is resigning and he has a cancer. I don't know how to react with his super big news. How could you enjoy the travel with these thoughts in mind? But he later on took it back and said "Joke lang'. Grrrr. Ok, joke lang pala. Sayang ang luha at pawis ko. Hehe We are ok once again.

So back with this Bangkok trip. So I am going today but never told my parents about it until this morning. Call me OA but I want to hug my father for shocking him with this announcement. I feel so sorry for being too scatterbrained and having this devil-may-care attitude. He said few words "Nananghid ka sa Mama nimo?" and left. Upon hearing this, my tears were unstoppable. I will call him later on and APOLOGIZE.

I wish I could enjoy Bangkok with these apprehensions and thoughts. I hope I will.
Bangkok, here i come!

love to love

gone are the "alone" days. nevertheless, looking past, i was alone but not lonely. i was full of love from friends and family.

it's not an ordinary valentines day...i already have him. to share the love with. (ick, do i sound corny-cheesy?!)

February 13 - hang out sa bahay, ate chocolate cake, got a sneak peek on the movie of his "crush" and most importantly - his Frosty the Snowman video. Yep, he danced during his stint at C*ke,That was for a contest, where he was forced to dance. Geez. The video was uber fun and made us roll on the floor laughing.



After our lunch at Casa Ilonga, we watched a movie after "The Tooth Fairy". A movie for kids but we enjoyed it so much.



Craving for durian. So off we went to the streets to much on this heavenly. Winner ako. He gave up. Mas aswang yata ako sa durian. Hmp.

February 14 - Magsisimba kami. Best way to celebrate this heart's day! yeehaw.

Love love love.
Happy Valentines Day Everyone!

the first 20th

Love can bring our worlds together. Love can cause every boundary to fade. God's love can help us like each other - and love the only you that God has made.

Amen!